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考研英语精读 55

THE MONSTER

  Deems Tayl***

  He was an undersiz*** ***ttle man, with a head ***o big f*** his body —— a s***kly ***ttle man. His ***rves were had. He had sk*** trouble. It was a***ny f*** him *** wear anyth***g ***xt *** his sk*** ***arser than silk. And he had seclusions of grand***r.

  He was a monster of ***nceit. Never f*** o*** m***ute did he look at the w***ld *** at people, except *** relation *** himself. He was not o***y the most imp***tant person *** the w***ld, *** himself; *** his own eyes he was the o***y person who exist***. He be***ev*** himself *** be o*** of the greatest dramatists *** the w***ld, o*** of the greatest th***kers, and o*** of the greatest ***mposers. To hear him talk, he was Shakespeare, and Beethoven, and Pla***, roll*** ****** o***. And you would h**e had no diff***u***y *** hear***g him talk. He was o*** of the most exh***st***g ***nversationa***sts that ever ***v***. An even***g with him was an even***g spent *** ***sten***g *** a monologue. So***ti***s he was bril***ant; so***ti***s he was madden***gly tireso***. But whether he was be***g bril***ant *** dull, he had o*** sole ***p*** of ***nversation: himself. What he thought and what he did.

  He had a mania f*** be***g *** the right. The s***ghtest h***t of disagree***nt, from anyo***, on the most tri***al po***t, was enough *** set him off on a harangue that might last f*** house, *** wh***h he prov*** himself right *** so many ways, and with such exh***st***g volubi***ty, that *** the end his hearer, stun***d and deafe***d, would agree with him, f*** the sake of peace.

  It ***ver o***urr*** *** him that he and his do***g were not of the most ***tense and fasc***at***g ***terest *** anyo*** with whom he ca*** *** ***ntact. He had the***ies about almost any subject under the sun, ***clud***g vegetarianism, the drama, po***t***s, and mus***; and *** supp***t of these the***ies he wrote pamphlets, letters, books … thousands upon thousands of w***ds, hundr***s and hundr***s of pages. He not o***y wrote these th***gs, and pub***sh*** them —— usually at so***body else's expense —— but he would *** and read them aloud, f*** hours, *** his friends and his family.

  He wrote operas, and no soo***r did he h**e the synopsis of a s***ry, but he would ******te —— *** rather summon —— a crow*** of his friends *** his house, and read it aloud *** them. Not f*** crit***ism. F*** appl***se. When the ***mplete poem was written, the friends had *** ****** aga***, and hear that read aloud. Then he would pub***sh the poem, so***ti***s years bef***e the mus*** that went with it was written. He play*** the piano ***ke a ***mposer, *** the w***st sense of what that imp***es, and he would *** down at the piano bef***e parties that ***clud*** so*** of the f***est pianists of his ti***, and play f*** them, by the hour, his own mus***, ******less *** say. He had a ***mposer's vo***e. And he would ******te em***ent voca***sts *** his house and s***g them his operas, tak***g all the parts.

  He had the emotional stabi***ty of a six-year-old child. When he fe*** out of s***ts, he would r**e and stamp, *** s***k ****** su***idal gloom and talk darkly of ******g *** the East *** end his days as a Buddhist wonk. Ten m***utes later, when so***th***g pleas*** him, he would rush out of do***s and run around the garden, *** jump up and down on the sofa, *** stand on his head. He ***uld be grief-str***ken over the death of a pet dog, and he ***uld be callous and heartless *** a degree that would h**e made a Roman emper*** shudder.

  He was almost ***nocent of any sense of responsibi***ty. Not o***y did he seem ***capable of supp***t***g himself, but it ***ver o***urr*** *** him that he was under ay ob***gation *** do so. He was ***n***nc*** that the w***ld ow*** him a ******ng. In supp***t of this be***ef, he b***row*** mo***y from everybody who was ***od f*** a loan —— ***n, wo***n, friends, *** strangers. He wrote begg***g letters by the s***re, so***ti***s grove***ng without sha***, at other loftily offer***g his ***tend*** be***fac***r the pri***lege of ***ntribut***g *** his supp***t, and be***g m***tally offend*** if the recipient dec******d the hon***. I h**e found no re***rd of his ever pay***g *** repay***g mo***y *** anyo*** who did not h**e a legal claim upon it.

  What mo***y he ***uld lay his hands on he spent ***ke an Indian rajah. The ***re prospect of a perf***mance of o*** of his operas was enough *** set him *** runn***g up bills amount***g *** ten ti***s the amount of his prospective roya***ies. No o*** will ever know —— certa***ly he ***ver k***w —— how much mo***y he ow***. We do know that his greatest be***fac***r g**e him $6,000 *** pay the most press***g of his debts *** o*** city, and a year later had *** give him $16,000 *** enable him *** ***ve *** another city without be***g thrown ****** jail f*** debt.

  He was equally unscrupulous *** other ways. An endless procession of wo***n march*** through his ***fe. His first wife spent twenty years endur***g and f***gi***ng his ***fide***ties. His se***nd wife had been the wife of his most devot*** friend and admirer, from whom he s***le her. And even while he was try***g *** persuade her *** le**e her first husband he was writ***g *** a friend *** ***quire whether he ***uld suggest so*** wea***hy woman —— any wea***hy woman —— whom he ***uld marry f*** her mo***y.

  He was ***mpletely selfish *** his other personal relationships. His ***k***g f*** his friends was ***asur*** solely by the ***mplete***ss of their devotion *** him, *** by their useful***ss *** him, whether f***ancial *** artist***. The m***ute they fail*** him —— even by so much as refus***g d******r ******tation —— *** began *** lessen *** useful***ss, he cast them off without a se***nd thought. At the end of his ***fe he had exactly o*** friend left whom he had known even *** middle age.

  The na*** of this monster was R***hard Wag***r. Everyth***g that I h**e said about him you can f***d on re***rd —— *** ***wspapers, *** po***ce rep***ts, *** the testimony of people who k***w him, *** his own letters, between the ******s of his ******biography. And the curious th***g about this re***rd is that it doesn't matter *** the least.

  Bec***se this undersiz***, s***kly, disagreeable, fasc***at***g ***ttle man was right all the ti***. The joke was on us. He was o*** of the w***ld's greatest dramatists; he was a great th***ker; he was o*** of the most stupendous mus***al geniuses that, up *** now, the w***ld has ever seen. The w***ld did owe him a ******ng.

  When you ***nsider what he wrote —— thirteen operas and mus*** dramas, eleven of them still hold***g the stage, eight of them unquestionably w***th rank***g among the w***ld's great mus***o-dramat*** masterpieces —— when you ***sten *** what he wrote, the debts and heartaches that people had *** endure from him don't seem much of a pr***e. Th***k of the luxury with wh***h f*** a ti***, at least, fate reward*** Napoleon, the man who ru****** France and loot*** Europe; and then perhaps you will agree that a few thousand dollars' w***th of debts were not ***o he**y a pr***e *** pay f*** the R***g trilogy.

  What if he was faithless *** his friends and *** his wives? He had o*** mistress *** whom he was faithful *** the day of his death: Mus***. Not f*** a s***gle mo***nt did he ever ***mpromise with what he be***ev***, with what be drea***d. There is not a ****** of his mus*** that ***uld h**e been ***nceiv*** by a ***ttle m***d. Even when he is dull, *** downright bad, he is dull *** the grand man***r. There is great***ss about his w***st mistakes. Listen***g *** his mus***, o*** does not f***give him f*** what he may *** may not h**e been. It is not a matter of f***give***ss. It is a matter of be***g dumb with wonder that his po*** bra*** and body didn't burst under the ***r***nt of the demon of creative e***rgy that ***v*** ***side him, strugg***ng, claw***g, scratch***g *** be releas***; tear***g, shriek***g at him *** write the mus*** that was *** him. The miracle is that what he did *** the ***ttle space of seventy years ***uld h**e been do*** at all, even by a great genius. Is it any wonder that he had no ti*** *** be a man?

  New W***ds

  monster

  n. a person ***o w***k*** *** be ***nsider*** human; an animal *** plant that is very u***ike those usually found *** nature

  undersiz***

  a. smaller than usual; ***o small

  s***kly

  a. weak, unhea***hy and often ill

  a***ny

  n. very great pa*** *** suffer***g of m***d *** body

  ***arse

  a. not f***e *** smooth; rough

  delusion

  n. a false be***ef

  grand***r

  n. great***ss, nobi***ty

  delusion of grand***r

  夸张妄图

  dramatist

  n. a writer of plays, esp. serious o***s; playwright

  ***mposer

  n. o*** who writes mus***al w***ks

  ***mpose vt.

  ***nversationa***st

  n. a person who enjoys and is skill*** at ***nversation

  monologue

  n. a long speech by o*** person; a spoken part *** a play *** film f*** a s***gle person 独白

  madden***gly

  ad. annoy***gly

  tireso***

  a. irritat***g *** b******g

  mania

  n. a desire so strong than it seems mad; an unusual *** unreasonable fond***ss 狂热;嗜好

  h***t

  n. a state***nt *** action that gives a small *** ***direct suggestion

  tri***al

  a. of ***ttle *** no imp***tance

  harangue

  n. a long, loud speech, esp. o*** wh***h bla***s those ***sten***g *** it

  volubi***ty

  n. fond***ss f*** talk***g; talkative***ss

  deafen

  vt. make deaf, esp. f*** a ***rt ti***; stun with noise

  vegetarianism

  n. the pract***e *** pr***ciple of eat***g o***y vegetable foods and refra******g from eat***g ***at, fish *** other animal products

  pamphlet

  n. a small book with paper ***vers wh***h deals usu. with so*** matter of pub***c ***terest; booklet 小册子

  expense

  n. ***st *** mo***y, ti***, *** eff***t

  opera

  n. a mus***al play

  summon

  vt. ***der(sb.) *** ******

  appl***se

  n. loud praise f*** a perf******r *** perf***mance, esp. by strik***g the hands ***gether

  ******less

  a. un***cessary

  em***ent

  a. (of people) famous and admir***

  voca***st

  n. s***ger

  vocal

  a. of the vo***e

  r**e

  ***. talk wildly

  su***idal

  a. wish***g *** kill o***self, wh***h leads *** will lead *** death *** destruction

  su***ide

  n.

  gloom

  n. a fee***ng of unhapp***ess *** despair

  gloomy

  a.

  darkly

  ad. with a dark, gloomy, *** ***nac***g look *** man***r

  Buddhist

  a., n. h*****g *** do with Buddhism; a be***ever *** Buddhism 释教的;释教徒

  monk

  n. a ***mber of an all-male re***gious group who has made solemn promises, esp. not *** marry and not *** h**e any possessions, ******ng *** a monastery 僧侣

  Buddhist monk

  僧,僧人

  grief

  n. a fee***ng of extre*** sad***ss

  grief-str***ken

  a. fill*** with great s***row

  grieve

  v.

  pet

  n. an animal kept *** the ho*** as a ***mpanion

  callous

  a. without fee***ng f*** the suffer***g of other people; unk***d

  emper***

  n. the ruler of an empire

  shudder

  ***. shake un***ntrollably f*** a mo***nt, esp. from fear, ***ld, *** strong dis***ke; tremble

  ***capable

  a. not h*****g the power *** abi***ty *** do sth. *** ***w a qua***ty

  grovel

  ***. be sha***fully bumble *** eager *** please; ask *** beg with ***o great humi***ty 不屈不挠,卑躬屈膝

  loftily

  ad. proudly; h***ghtily

  lofty

  a. very high; ***wer***g; noble

  be***fac***r

  n. a person who gives friendly help, often *** the f***m of mo***y

  m***tally

  ad. bitterly, extre***ly

  m***tal

  a. c***s***g death; certa*** *** die so***day

  offend

  vt. hurt the fee***ng of; upset

  offensive

  a.

  recipient

  n. a person who receives sth.

  legal

  a. of *** us***g the law

  rajah

  n. an Indian ruler

  prospective

  a. expect*** *** ***tend***; ***kely *** be *** be******

  roya***y

  n. a part of the pr***e of a book, paid *** the writer on each ***py sold; a pay***nt made *** the writer of a play *** piece of mus*** when it is perf******d 版税

  press***g

  a. urgent

  jail

  n. prison

  unscrupulous

  a. not car***g about ho***sty and fair***ss *** gett***g what o*** wants; ***mpletely without pr***ciples

  endless

  a. h*****g *** seem***g *** h**e no end; ***ver f***ish***g

  ***fide***ty

  n. an act of disloya***y; lack of faithful***ss, esp. *** husband *** wife

  admirer

  n. a person who admires, esp. a man who is attract*** *** a part***ular woman

  wea***hy

  a. r***h, abundant

  selfish

  a. ***ncer***d about o***self without th***k***g of others

  devotion

  n. loya***y

  lessen

  v. make *** be****** less

  ******biography

  n. the s***ry of a person's ***fe written by himself/herself

  disagreeable

  a. bad-temper*** and unfriendly; unpleasant

  stupendous

  a. amaz***g, marvelous 庞大的,骇人的

  mus***al

  a. of *** f*** mus***

  genius

  n. a person who has very great natural abi***ty *** th***k and create

  unquestionably

  ad. beyond dispute *** doubt; certa***ly

  rank

  v. h**e *** regard as h*****g a certa*** rank *** relative po***ion

  mus***o-dramat***

  a. of *** ***ncern***g both mus*** and the drama

  masterpiece

  n. an outstand***g w***k 佳构

  headache

  n. a pa*** *** the head; a diff***u*** *** w***ry***g problem

  loot

  vt. rob, plunder

  trilogy

  n. a group of three relat*** books, plays, etc. ***n***ct*** by ***mmon subject matter, but each ***mplete *** itself (**、戏曲等的)3部曲

  faithless

  a. not deser***ng trust; disloyal

  ***mpromise

  ***. surrender o***'s pr***ciples, etc. di***n***ably; reach an agree***nt by h*****g each side give up certa*** demands 背弃;折中

  downright

  ad. th***oughly; ***mpletely

  grand

  a. dignifi***, stately

  f***give

  v. s***p be***g angry (at)

  f***give***ss

  n. the act of f***gi***ng *** the wil***ng***ss *** f***give; pardon

  scratch

  v. dig, scrape, *** ***jure with sth. sharp, such as f***gernails, claws *** a ***ol

  shriek

  ***. make a loud, shrill cry

  miracle

  n. sth. that is amaz***g and unusual 事业

  Phrases & Expressions

  *** relation ***

  *** ***n***ction with; with regard ***; about

  *** o***'s eyes

  *** o***'s op***ion

  *** supp***t of

  supp***t***g

  at sb.'s expense

  with sb. pay***g the ***st

  ******less *** say

  of ***urse; as was *** be expect***

  out of s***ts

  *** an angry *** unhappy mood; *** a bad temper

  under ob***gation (*** do)

  h*****g the duty (*** do)

  ***od f***

  able *** pay *** ***ntribute; useful *** suitable f***

  lay o***'s hands on

  f***d; ga*** possession of

  run up

  allow (sth. such as debt) *** ***crease

  on re***rd

  written down *** a re***rd

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